What If?

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When I was a kid I used to read comics, and although I didn’t read it on a regular basis I always enjoyed a series called “What If”.

The premise of the series was great. Comics have their own history and continuity, so the “What if” series was a way to explore alternatives to that history. It allowed writers to imagine how the current comic world would look if just one event happened differently, or one decision was made differently.

For example, the Hulk is the typical Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde story. He’s a brilliant scientist to transforms into a powerful yet relatively mindless creature. What would happen if he could maintain his brilliant mind while adding the power of the Hulk? How would that change that character, as well as the universe he lives in?


These stories imagining alternate realities in the world of comics were usually fairly silly and often a lot of fun.


I think in some capacity, we all play the “what if” game with our own lives. What if we had made a certain decision differently, or what if one event happened differently.

What would it mean to us today?

How would it impact our lives?

Usually if we are having these thoughts, it’s because something about how are lives are “today” hasn’t worked out quite the way we thought it would. After all, there’s not a lot of need to look back and imagine what things would be like if you are happy with where you are now.


I recently saw the Disney/Pixar movie Inside Out (great film by the way), and there is bit about this thinking that becomes a recurring joke. There’s a scene where a family is having dinner and the mom is concerned about how their daughter has been behaving. She turns to her husband for support with their daughter, and is disappointed by how he handles things. In her disappointment, she has a memory about a Brazilian helicopter pilot who appears to be straight out of a romance novel.

At the moment the mom seems to be thinking, “I chose you when I could have had him”.


As comedy relief, it was a funny scene.

But really, “what if” is a very destructive form of thought.

It’s an exercise in mental futility, because you can never know how any other scenario would have played out. If today hasn’t worked out the way you thought it would, what makes you think any “what if” scenario would have worked out the way you think it would have?

Sure, you can tell yourself “things would have been better if…”. But you will never know. It may have been better and it may have been worse. At the very least, you wouldn’t be the same person you are today.

What would have happened if the mom from Inside Out had gone with the Brazilian Helicopter Pilot?  Her life would have been completely different.  Chances are there would have been good, and some bad.  The relationship would have had some excitement, and some struggles.  Plus, any good experiences she has shared with her husband would never have happened, and that includes their daughter.


I know, I know.  It’s a cartoon.  But we all think this way from time to time.

I’ve imagined, what if I stuck with drawing?  What if I started playing basketball at an earlier age?  What if I would have been willing to leave town to go to school?

There are always “what if’s”.  Truly though, they don’t matter.

Sure, maybe X or Y would have happened if you had made certain choices differently, or if events had worked out differently.

But they didn’t.  Where you are today is where you are.  And the past can’t change that, only the future can.


“What if” is a waste of time, and it can cripple people. It can not only trap you in re-examing past decisions, but it can also prevent moving forward with current decisions. After all, if you are ruminating over past decisions what if your next decision doesn’t turn out the way you want?

What really matters is where we are today, and what we are going to do with our present state.

Are you happy with where you are, and is your level of happiness enough? There are so many different aspects to life that I don’t believe anyone will ever be totally happy, and that’s alright. Are you content though?

If not, what are you doing about it?

If you are dissatisfied with your current situation, getting caught in the past accomplishes nothing. What matters is how you move forward. How do you improve upon your current situation? Does the situation need to change? Or is it enough to change your thinking and your level of acceptance of the current situation?

I truly believe that is what life is really about. Making decisions, and then doing the best with the decision you have made. If you aren’t happy, change your situation.

And accept that no matter what road you have taken in the past, or whatever road you take in the future, there WILL be surprises. There WILL be disappointments. Things aren’t going to work out exactly the way you had planned, and that’s alright.

We adapt, we adjust, and we keep going.

Because often the most important part about happiness is not worrying about disappointment. Not worrying about what is missing. Instead, happiness is about focusing on what you do have, and appreciating the little moments each and every day.

14 thoughts on “What If?

  1. What if I hadn’t wasted my entire life on a lying, cheating, disease-giving narcissist who made a lot of money but only loved himself?
    Hmmm….I might be poor in worldly goods, but I might know how it feels to be loved.
    I visit that “what if” often. I can still dream, can’t I?

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    • Ha, for sure. Dreaming is one of the things that keeps us alive.

      I guess my only point was that dreaming alone doesn’t help us. We can’t change the past, but we can definitely make changes in our future.

      I do think that sometimes people get so caught up in the past, and in “what if” that they lose sight of both the present and their ability to shape their futures.

      I totally believe in dreaming, but for me dreaming is forward focused. More about goals I guess, and then trying to figure out how or if I can get there.

      Btw, your online dating profile stories are pretty entertaining.

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      • LOL. Thanks. It is one of the most bizarre things I have ever encountered…but I thought I was married for forty years…so I wasn’t in the dating pool.
        I’ve given most of them the gentle “kiss-off.” I thought I’d get an onslaught of angry, abusive messages but (knock wood) so far I haven’t. I’m kind of disappointed. I thought it would make for an interesting post. LOL

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      • Well I haven’t been in the dating world for around 20 years, and if I found myself there in the future I am pretty sure I would be hopelessly lost.

        However, now that I have read your posts I would be sure not to put pics of me topless, in cowboy hats, or in front of my yard if there is junk in it. Oh yeah, and I may even read the profile of the person I am sending a message to first 🙂

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  2. This actually reminds me of an interesting movie called Sliding Doors. It always interesting to think “What if” but honestly, there could be so many potential path changes that my brain gets worn out. In that movie, her life splits simply by either getting on the train or missing it. A bit like The Butterfly Effect 🙂

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    • Yes, I guess it’s exactly like the butterfly effect. We really can’t begin to guess how one decision will impact things down the road.

      I often feel that when people look at their lives and wish they had done things differently – particularly when it comes to choosing partners/spouses, they are often in a bad spot. And in that bad spot they are focusing on the negative that has happened and overlooking the good. Usually, there has actually been a lot of good. But it’s easy to forget that or take it for granted.

      Thanks for the comment.

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  4. Thinking about “What if” in your life can be harmless, if you keep it to just a fantasy. It’s like the person buying a lotto ticket and thinking about how to spend the money.

    However, if it leads to rumination and regret, which it did for me, then it prevents you from moving forward with your life as you’re stuck in the past.

    My life revolved around the mistakes that I made in the past and unable to get past those mistakes. Plus I’d relive those mistakes over and over again, wishing that I’d done it differently.

    From my experience, that type of “What if” thinking doesn’t help and drowns you in a sea of regret.

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    • Agreed. “What if” can be a form of dreaming and imagining different scenarios. When what if is used to set goals and then work towards goals, then it’s a positive thing.

      When what if is used for fantasy (like what would I do if I won the lottery) then it’s benign.

      But when what if is used to look at past mistakes, and is tied to regret, then I believe it’s pretty much always a negative. Sorry, the past has happened and won’t be changing. “What if” looking back does you no good whatsoever.

      The only way it’s ever good is if you are trying to learn from the past to ensure any mistakes don’t happen again. And that is quite different from just reliving those moments again and again and wishing you had done them differently.

      Thanks for the comment.


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